Alright....

So as much as im never on this site anymore, i decided i should probably update.

and im thinking about what i should type...hm.......nothings coming to mind...

ok ok...random thoughts...ready?

-I really miss a good friend!

-I've been thinking alot latley about dating/relationships/friendships, and that it migrates to more than friends....and the awkwardness that it can have!

-When the new year came i realized just how thankful i am for my health!! woot woot!!

-I love Jesus!!

-The snow is amazing! I think im going to build a snowman and the go inside and make hot chocolate! i haven't gotten that full affect of winter yet!  i love snow!! and everything about it! I would say the only thing i dont like about snow is im just natually a cold person! so when it snows im like an ice cube and my body never warms up! lol...but thats ok! b/c i like snow...wow..enough of this topic!

-I love firework smilie faces.

-Im excited for a change in my schedule next semester! i cant hardly take in the fact that first semester is done already! are you kidding me!?  It seems like crazyness! no way am im I graduating in like 5 months!

-Im working on my Christian Doc. essay! It seems like theres been alot of essays latley..my media lit one i turned in today, my one for skills is a working progress, and im in the middle of Christian doc. wow..yup..lots of essays!

-Im nervous for evaluation at skills next tuesday!  the good thing is that it could lead to a potential job. so thats encouraging!! Then i can work in a salon to get me college for youth ministry.

ok ok..enough thoughts of Jess..

In Christ and love! <3

I love CHristmas!  I love Jesus and everything about him! I dare you to tell me that you know someone cooler than Jesus!!

I love my family and my sisters who are absolutly amazing!!

I love the laughs that my family brings to me, I love having a warm home and a loving family to come home too at night.

I love my bed and sleeping...and dreaming really weird things...wow, i must think to hard during the day! haha

I love sitting around the dinner table with my family and laughing till it hurts.

I love my friends! I love every single one of them! I love being around them!

I love having a big extended family who all  gets along! I love having 37cousins that are all really close...I just love it!

I love my job! I love working with old people, they crack me up! I love working at the office, because its really relaxed.

I've been blessed beyond measure!! I cant explain it!

GODS ABSOLUTLY WONDERFUL!!

I love him...i love him for dieing for a messed up human like me and you. I love him for forgiving me, i love him for taking me back no madder how much i've screwed up, I love him for his word...i think im in Love..with JESUS!!

Questions? lol

hm....time for another post......What should I say?

well, i've been thinking alot about the future latley, i've been thinking alot about what my life is going to be like now that im getting this much closer to graduating. I mean I have like what? 5months before i graduate? Its crazyness! I feel like i've been looking foward to graduating for a while now! and im pretty excited to move on. Its weird for me to think about these people that i've gone to school with for 12 years and now its finally the time to go our seperate ways.

I think it will be fun to go back to KCTC full time next year, the people there are such a blast to be around. I think that next year for me may seem like another year of highschool but thats ok, because i love it there! Then the next year going into youth ministry. Im pretty excited to see where the Lord leads me in that area!! Working with youth is like my dream! hmmmm...what will I be doing 10 years from now?

*Ponders*

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!

Do you ever have the feeling where you just bubble and overflow with happiness!!?? Ever have it when you can't spit out the words to discribe how good God's been in your life? and blessed you are?

Yeah..im feeling like that today!

Gods just so good!!

So get this....today someone looked at me, and said, I quote!...."Jess, everytime I look at you I just laugh, like I see you and I can't help but laugh"

Just how would you respond to the comment?

yesterday was a very not so good day for many of us, I was very confused at the thoughts of people, the attitudes of people, why many people came to me with tears in there eyes and asking me what they should do? By the end of the day I looked back and there was about five people that had came to me with a problem and tears in there eyes. I was so completley confused as to why people were all coming to me, In 5th hour alone three people had come to me in need of encouragment. 

It seems like alot of people are burning out lately, and its hard to take in. One of the individuals that I talked to said this, "I don't even know what it means to be happy anymore" .... But only God can truly make you happy, and the power of prayer can truly make you happy, going out of your way to help others can truly make you happy, loving others with unconditional love will truly make you happy and give you this Joy thats hard to explain. Claiming Gods word will make you happy, doing your best to please God will make you happy....let me tell you..I can listen, I can love  you, I can pray for you and laugh with you, I can wish the best for you, but theres one thing I cant do, I cant change your heart...Be joyful, pray continally!!

~changing what it means to be happy!

Love and Laughter,

Jess